katelynn's

25 5 / 2012

just read almost all my previous post on tumblr. since around 2010 till today.

so much things have change and some have not. miss those memories. some time i just think that time could just tick back for a moment isn’t a good thing? allows me to restart everything and make changes.

on the other hand, i think time should not tick back. if not i may not know friends now that i have. great friends and companion friends i have. really love having them around me some times.

God has a plan. He have never forsaken me. never once. He has been always there protecting me~ thank you Lord.

♥ katelynn.

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25 5 / 2012

i just dont understand what is wrong here..

i go out till late, im wrong. yes i know. i shouldnt do that too often. bad for my health too.

now, i stay at home. also wrong. i dont know what is wrong here..

i just dont know why whatever i do also not right. like totally not right. i feel so sad about it. some times i just feel like leaving this place. out to a place where no one knows me and do whatever i want and need to do. working overseas may be a good choice.

i think i just got to hold on until my diploma finish. then may be from there i shall decide whether to go overseas and work. or may be even finish my degree at least i can find a better job and much more stable.

i just want to be myself. do whatever i want to do. do whatever i need to do. thats all i ask from..

♥ katelynn.

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22 5 / 2012

i think i have made a choice already.

i have chose to give up. yet to be confirmed. but i have already made a decision.

i dont feel the peace in going to SOT every morning. totally feeling not good. so i think i better go for the decision - give up.

i may go back next year or the following.

too many commitments for me to handle and i totally cannot take it. stressed up.

i shall e-mail pastor and msg the relevant people who i need to account to.

i think this is it. i have confirmed with myself already.

♥ katelynn.