why he is reacting this way? because guilt? oh wells, playing this, is not that i dont know how to play eh. is whether i want or dont want. i cant see it anymore. seeing him this way, i cannot just keep quiet any further. 

people wont see the unfairness unless they are the ones being treated unfairly. is just that simple. but if they put themselves in others shoes, they will see it. however, life is not this way. its just unfair some how or in some way or rather.

whenever the boss allows something, then everything is green light. no need any further approval. so whats the point. other people being genuine, you think that they are faker. HAH! look who is at the losing end.

whenever you chose to bring your kakis to drink, the next day, they went on mc. how ridiculous is this. this is totally nonsense. this is how much you are showing them about responsibility at work. so much of discipline at work. you, as a boss, you are not showing a role model for your employees, for what others need to respect. got money so what? not because you got money, i will respect you just like that. im totally no afraid of you. oh comeon, you just go think about it.

respect need to earn. not because your fking wallet is thick, your respect will be as thick as it.

i may be young little girl, looked like with not much experience. but God placed me in some place that i experienced such experience. so i totally understand. i really gratefully thank God for that experience that made me who am i today. because i will not be afraid of those people. they are just coward. not those who teared that are coward or timid. but are those who actually talk loudly. whereby they only talk and the words they say have no value.

this idiot person also went to play girls. fooling around his dick. having a wife and child at home. i totally pity the wife and the child. this kind of guy dont deserve my respect at all. i didnt want to tear away your ego. i already being very nice by not posting names or photos. i gave alot of face for you already. just once more, no more. i will do whatever i want already.

is okay, i think i should calm down more. because God shall do the judgement instead of me. jazreel, relax. dont let anger bring your down.




is over. all over. no turning back. jaz, you got to be strong. and stand up again. you chose. cannot reclaim what you said. but why… what have i done this time to deserve this.

it hurts. it does hurt badly.

i never teared so much before.

O God, heal me..

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it’s taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you’re thinking we’ll be fine again
But not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did before
You’re not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’ve loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cause it’s worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did before
You’re not sorry, no, no, oh
You’re not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did before
You’re not sorry, no, no, oh
You’re not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

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im on the verge already. whether to continue or forgo this relationship.

maybe i can make a decision after having a good haircut like i always do. it seems like cutting of hair can let me cut off all my troubles.

all i asked for is a minimum respect for a girl.. thats all.

third going forth month.. and still counting.

we may know each other more and more, that is where things turn sour and bad at times. really had a rough journey to end a month. but things are slowly turning better. hopefully it wont rot. 

i really want him to think that i didnt want him to change to a better person for me, but for himself. wont it be better if we have one less of bad people? not saying that he is bad, but i really like him to have a beautiful heart - the inside, not the outside with all the brands and luxury items. whats the point of having a beautiful outside but not inside? really wants him to understand this point of view and think carefully on what i had spoken the other day.

yea, he may say he will want to be a better person, but i dont want him to say for the sake of saying, for the sake to get me back, for the sake of  anything. instead, i would like him to say it from the bottom of his heart and meant it. not one week later, change back to his norm. that is not what i want. yes, need time to change and everything, but slowly, it will become a habit. just want him to have faith and hope and love in life, in people. dont want him to lose all these due to bad experience. he may learnt from the bad experience he had, but not bring the bad experience into another relationship or future. there will be no future. have hope! 

Have Only Positive Expectations!

thats HOPE! with hope, anything can change. with hope, everything is possible.

Future Arises In The Hands!

thats FAITH. by faith, knowing that things will work out. by faith, knowing that things will get better.

Look One Very Extraordinary!

thats LOVE. with love, looking things differently. with love, nothing can goes wrong.

that is what HOPE, FAITH, LOVE, is all about.

♥ katelynn


during late September, as FLYER PEOPLE, together we celebrated our dear Celine’s birthday. 

"DRINK, DRANK, DRAMA" is our motto.

had lots of fun and laughter as usual. bought her all the way to the stage and we are all proud to be part of Singapore Flyer. haha. :D

we will always be the burdens but we will also be serious.

♥ katelynn

during the month of September, there was Formula One race in Singapore again. never a fan of it. thinking it was a hassle and cause much pollution to the world. now i still think that way, but thankfully i got the pass to this year’s race. pretty fun. had a good time, because i met up with one of my lost friend, KRISSY! :D really happy to meet up with her, like finally, after saying it for so long. really glad to hear from her again. together with ERIC, we had memories and fun together. felt so nice to meet them once again.

during the Formula One 2013, i do need to work on two days. and it was really fun! together with my colleagues, we were enjoying and laughing throughout the shift. only one shift, and everyone is working as one. great memories. everyone suffered the noise pollution made by the cars, which were the most torturing one! pluck in our ear plugs.. couldnt listen to our walkies well due to the noise level. and im really grateful, till today, i manage to experience so much from Singapore Flyer. thank you Flyer People! :D

at last, Formula One 2013 ends with fireworks finale! woohoo! rushed out to catch it. really nice and magnificent! enjoyed the fireworks together with some of my colleagues. unforgettable moment.

this is all about FORMULA ONE 2013.

♥ katelynn

happenings on September 2013:

two birthday girls, chewping and myself! met up with the South-Viewer clique. drink, drank, drunk. really had a great time with them.

at work, Captain Flyer has come out to play. really had lots of fun together with CF. everyone is snatching the position to assist CF. LOLS.

finally, after sometime, the sun has come out to play too. after a few days of rainy season. manage to wear the cap that my sister bought for me and my shady. hehe.

and of course, the hit of the month, got the courage to wear bikini! for the first time. i may be fat, or plump, or whatever, at least i have the confident and courage to. and i felt good. :) really had an enjoyable time together with my sisters for a day out! promised to have a day out together as sisters every once a month. really hope that this will come true and held up to the promise.

lastly, manage to get my darling to whip a meal for me. in the end, i cooked a better one. but is okay, i really do feel happy for that moment. cooking together can simply bond our feelings together more.


during our kukup trip. we put the famous “Kong Ming Teng”, fireworks for the first time with my cousins. we have lots of fun together.. looking forward to another trip again together! :D